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| of stuff.
what is it that i do? not much. everything's still the same.
sleep eat game, but something changed.
why? it was fine the way it was.
i never paid attention. then i realized i began to pay attention.
more and more, and more. Refresh and Refresh for the moment to come.
the little things gained me some confidence.
overconfidence. thinking too much? yes and no. probably so, probably not.
i know it's a big dream. that's why i have no plans to stay in it.
but i'm not waking up...
sucks... just why? i really was fine the way i've always been.
i guess it isn't coming to an end.
it's never been far from the beginning.
i guess it isn't back to the beginning.
it was just a dream.
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| as time goes by, everyone loses something and gains something.
money, fame, knowledge, maturity,
friends.
i've lost some close friends to me.
some truly cared for me, but i did not care back for.
some i truly cared about, but never cared to begin with.
some i cared and care for, but no longer need me, but someone else
when i came to realize this, i've already gained the loss.
i know there's more to lose if i dun be careful.
it's so easy to drift apart, as there are so many things to do
but i've got to act to keep things together.
i sincerely apologize.
i can only hope i dun make the mistakes so easily.
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| location: open lab on campus
current time: 4:06pm
been here since 12:30. got out of the class early and came here with the intention to work on my assignments.
pseudocode with loops, probability problems with couple other formulas, flash assignment, summaries of any two articles read online.
none got done
math hw should be done today so i won't be too unfamiliar with what's on the test tomorrow
pseudocode practice problems should be turned in tomorrow so i can get feedbacks after spring break
flash should be easy, though i haven't really looked at it. the teacher postponed it till the thursday after spring break, since he forgot to hand out the assignment sheet to his monday class (wednesday class here)
i'll do that summary thing tomorrow after my ITP class
18 more minutes until i have to go to my ITE170 class
uh... so i shouldn't be playing halo tonight, and i should study instead
let's see that happen
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| instead of reading through every entry i had, i went to every single person's page from my friendlist. of course most people completely dropped xanga and went for myspace, facebook, or probably something else. surprised to see a few people who still update (and the date would be september, xx, 2007) and its still interesting to see what's been up witht he people i haven't talked to. i think i have something to say too, but i just gonna chill because losing calmness when urge kicks in is just not a smart thing to do. it'll just stay like this i guess... | | |
| cutting japanese class, again, just to play games. geez i was much more motivated last semester. dropped english and failing math are totally due to my laziness. i suppose work has done it; made me even lazier than ever. for some reason i just can't stop slacking off. 2 more months to go and i hope i pass math.... | | |
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